Ryder Silly Faces

Think Positive

Yesterday I worked at thinking postitive and not talking crap about anyone. It's a hard thing to do, since I have been doing it forever! But I am working on it.
I need to work on getting the stress out of my life. It's just too much and I don't like being unahppy. I have always been a very happy person. And these days I find myself crying and feeling down a lot.
I going to read  the THE SECRET and see if that can help me out.

Plus, each evening I'm going to make a point and taking one hour just for me to read! No TV, just read.
Now that sounds relaxing. I would also like to get out into my garden and start weeding... I love that!

Done talking about diets....

Man I suck at staying on a diet... Need to stop talking about it. Had a terrible weekend, actually the last 11 days I spent over at Bryan & Ashley's new house, painting and moving and cleaning. Their house looks great. But I have decided I need to try to be a better person and stop making comments about others. No matter how worthless they make me feel. I need to keep my comments to myself. And that's that. I will have to find another way to vent. For one I need to start taking care of myself and exercise and I'd love to get out in my garden and get some work done there.
I don't understand why some people can say mean things to me, and when I respond I am a terrible person. I just don't get it.
Apparently I am not allowed to speak, only allowed to be made to feel terrible and then keep my mouth shut.
Well that's all for now. Nothing about dieting today.

Day 2 @ Body Camp Challenge

Feeling good, not really hungry. Today I had:

B:  egg/sausage cup & sausage
L:  SF pudding & cheese
S:  sunflower seeds & diet Pepsi

I think for dinner I will have chicken and ? ~I really need to eat some veggies. I will go to the store and get some broccoli, that actually sounds good.

I have been drinking about 52 oz of water, need to bump that up to 64.

Day 1 new plan

OK I found a new plan!! Whoo Hoo It's called Body Camp Challenge.
So for the next two weeks.... It's NO carbs, No Sugar which is good. I can have meat, cheese, eggs, veggies. Sugar free jello and fudge bars and other foods I can't remember right now.
But since about the only veggy I like is green beans. I might have to go out on a limb and try something new!
Also, we are having a Biggest Loser Competition at work. So there's a little bit of an incentive for me.
I think I can handle this. It's only 2 weeks. I'm a big girl and that's not very long....

Diet Diet Diet

I really have to find a good diet to follow... I am just not in the mood! :0) Don't really know what I'm going to do.
But summer will be here eventually and I would like to be ready for it. Feel comfortable wearing capris and sleeveless shirts. But I need to get in gear.
 I always do this. I search high and low for the diet for me. And then I last one whole week and then I blow it. Which is really just wasting time and coming up with excuses, like Spring Break is here and Ryder's b-day party is here, why would I start a diet now???? With all that good food to eat.
I hate to admit it but I might just have to go back to following Weight Watchers, I know it works and I can eat anything. Oh man... I just need to do something. I have a very physical job and it's get rather diffucult when my stomach gets in the way of bending over. HA
So I'm on a quest to find the right diet for ME! I was even thinking of counting calories.....Hum I,must ponder that.

Picture day

 Ryder @ Nama's work

 Ryder & Nama being funny

 Bryan

 Ryder just like Daddy

 Bryan & Ashley

Ryder @ Toys R US