Had a nice quiet Easter dinner... with all the Tami business going on, it's hard to relax. She is in a mental hospital after attempted suicide. And then the apartment calls me and says her boyfriend and his friends have been escorted off the property. So that leaves me with the cleaning . And the place was a sick mess. Words can not explain it. Went over Sunday morning to clean and Sunday evening. Much more to do.
But the worst part of the day was looking at my niece's Easter photos on facebook at my Mother In Law's house and seeing that Matt and Lesely were there. Talk about a knife in my back. I don't know what the hell is going on, but why would she invite them without letting us know. I would have loved to have seen MY son that I badly miss. But no, she had to go behind our backs. And of course we couldn't go over, because of the Tami mess. But I would have made the time to go over just to see Matt...
Damn I just don't understand why this is all happening. If it wasn't for Ryder and Bryan I would sell my house and go live far away in the woods and never shower again. Sometimes your own family can just become too much. What is wrong with me and why is this all happening????
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